30-12-09

Am having K session now. Only slept like few hours yet again... Went to buy the bbq stuff for tmr. 1 more day to the end of 2009. Whoohoo!!!

Lots of things to prepare. So i'm gonna enjoy now, then go...... SLEEP! Hahaha!

Bye bye!!

29-12-09

2 more days to end of 2009. The cliques has decided to hold a bbq session. Venue, my house. Make sure you all help to clear and not throw the fucking clearing part all to me. Thanks!

Have been pokering very much lately, and am still going strong. Went to sign up on real credits pokering to try it out. Hopefully i have some luck in there. And it will be super damn stressed.

Spent another bomb today. Fuck to my car tires! The previous week was rear left tire that went flat, today was the rear right tire that went flat! WTF!!! And the repair man for the TV antenna came as well, and i got to fork out another 160bucks for the repair fee. -_-|||...

Amm rotting at home, can someone help me? Alright, hopefully the money does roll in soon. Hope fully its big money, not penny. Hahah! And my wish for my 'fairlady' will be here. *pray*

What can i say? Wait till pass 2009 then everything will be known!

Nights!

28-12-09

Coming to an end to 2009 in a few days time. Lots has happened, ups and downs. Lots of thinking needs to be done, and of course there is something very serious in my thought that i need to consider and of course plan it well too for success.

Don't know what i have been doing for the whole of today, but i hope its not totally a waste of today for me...

Don't know what to post. But i just know my mood is quite good since last night.(:

Nights freaks!(:

27-12-09

Another stay home day for me. Hasn't really step out of the house since ytd afternoon after repairing my car. Was suppose to go SC, but decided that i am too lazy to do so, plus the poker temptation for me is back again. Thus Played on for the whole of last night and now!!! Hahahah!!(:

Losing and winning is so boring! How long do i need to wait to hit back my 20millions??? Argh!!!

Have lots of ideas running right now, need to put it into good use. But it will take alot of risk to execute it plus maintaining it. Need more help!!!

Alright, gonna continue on with my pokering. Bye!!!

26-12-09

Just got back from watching Alvin and the Chipmunks... Cute show, but story wise, i still find the 1st one better..

Its been so long since i last speed and drive fast, that's why it made me tense and nervous earlier on...

Gonna get some sleep now. I know SN, you will ask me to not sleep so late again. I will take note of that!(: Need time to adjust back! Hahah!

Tata!

25-12-09

Its a rainy rainy Christmas!! How come its not a snowy one?? Hahahah! I woke up early today because i slept early last night. Then i thgt TR would wake up in time for her dental appt, but who knows, by the time i decided to call her, she is still sleeping, which means she probably will be late. But thinking being late is better then nvr, i still sent her there anyway. But who knows, they said that 10mins late, will considered the appt to be cancelled. And they don't even call nor will did they inform before about anything like that. We ended up going for lunch which kept us waiting for like 30 over mins. But luckily its worth the wait to me. Hahah!

Came home continue sleeping throughout, with the cool cool rain falling on my house roof. Shall go back to lie after this post now. Wahahahaha!(:

Still no activity for the day up till now.

Bye!!!



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24-12-09

How could i ever miss posting on this day... It is the eve of the Christmas! "Ping An Ye"! But sadly, i doesn't seem really peaceful to me! God damn motherfuckers!

Was intending to have a house party very last minute for today, but due to unforeseen circumstances, it was cancelled! And fuck yea, i am at home all these while. Watched 5 movies all alone in my room with no other aliens coming to disturb me. Movie after movie is my life... Probably go get more tmr.

And yes, i have gotten the date to my interview, and will be definitely going for it. If everything goes smoothly, i think i will probably fly in a couple of months time. Pray! Hope i pass through the interview.

Nothing much to post about this boring Christmas. The rest of the clique is probably at some cafe where i don't wish like going down. Sometimes, quiet life can be the nosiest time of your life, it could curve the best memories for you..(:

Signing off!!!

21-12-09

Wasn't working today, its the 1st time my fucked up car broke down...

Went out to meet TR and JC late last night, while i'm on my way, i suddenly drove through a sudden thick mist that is just like a wall. The moment i passed through it, i felt a sudden cold shudder through my body, and i was totally awaken by it. It made me kind of shiver and the chilking sensation just freaked me out. I don't don't whether i should thank that for happening or what. It prevented me from driving fast as JC was rushing me, but i din dare to drive fast due to what happened. When i almost reached TR house, i realise one of my tire was totally flat, luckily i wasn't at high speed. Eventually i got no choice but to parked it at TR place.

Need to spend money again in the end to replace the tire. And for no fucking reason, my car battery connection is like giving me problem. Needa get it checked again. FUCK!!

Was out whole day with TR today, brought her to dental and pay up her hp bill. Thereafter, we went CS to meet up with Ivy for their shopping while i went to look at my stuff.. Dinner was satisfying as it was my craving since last week. Hahah!

Came home late for the 'tang yuan' making session. Happy 'tang yuan' day everyone!!(:

Nights!!!

20-12-09

Went to Changi Airport ytd for some reason. Its raining damn heavily, but lucky its not like what the weather forecast has predicted, no storm... Hahah! Jammed back from Singapore to JB, takes me about slightly more than a hour to clear the jam.

Came home rest and after that went to Jason house for his house opening. His sister is like calling me cat eye cause of my car...-_-|||... And she greeted me as though we have known each other for very long, very friendly, but i feel weird. But its ok, at least throughout the night we got to know each other. Was at his house gambling till about 3plus in the morning and lost about RM50 and SGD$5.. The SGD is to Kyle!!! _|_ him! Hahahah!

Went to meet PMT for beef noodle right after leaving Jason house. Its really nice, but too bad it don't add salted vege in it, if not it would be even nicer! Hahah! Came home this morning about almost 8am, and slept at about 9plus. Now here i am posting this damn thing and updating it.. Hahah! think i'm gonna sleep throughout the afternoon later on liao!

Thats about it. Post again soon ya! Hahah! Bye folks!

19-12-09

Speechless! Totally speechless for what has happened today! Got no idea what to post today, but i just know i need a job change, and will be going for other interviews tomorrow.

Anyway, HAPPY SWEET 18TH TO MISS STEPHANIE SEAH!!! Another Stephanie i recently met! Wahahah!(:

Goodnights peeps!

16-12-09

Work has started for the past 1 week, but i feel very very stressed up, and i really feel i can't make it.. Don't know why, but the bosses here really treats me well.

Today is my cousin birthday, happy birthday to you!(: Though we always bully you, we still love you as our cousin, and hope you grow up soon! Not anymore in your size please! Wahahah!:P

Woke up with a very stiff neck again this morning, and it had been bothering me the whole day in office till now. Could not turn my head to the right... Must be due to the stress again.

Tmr will be the 1st time i am meeting security suppliers, but its like damn super far, travelling from aljunied to woodlands... Shag!! But good thing is i can go home straight.. Hahah!

Shall not talk more since i got to sleep! Nights!

14-12-09

Don't know what i should say about this job... Felt rather stressed out, hasn't been learning much, and i feel i am not really that suitable in such environment. The working environment is just way too quiet, and i really feel like falling into a state of unstable mental health soon. I really can't make myself work in such environment. But my manager has been encouraging me that made me feel i should stay and try my best... Let's hope that at least i won't disappoint him...

Gonna force myself to stop facebooking soon. I think i am too addicted to it by now already, since work has started back for me, i will only FB when i am home, other than that, no no no!!

I know you're scolded by your boss today, but everyone will get it as long as they work long enough in a company, but i know your boss scolded you for a damn fucking ridiculous stuff... No worries, just don't affect your mood can le..(:

Great, so friday i will be having driver again... Wahaha!!

Should i zouk or supper this weekend? Tell me soon so i can arrange ya!! Muahahahah!(:

goodnights dudes!!!

13-12-09

Finally, i'm back at home. Wasn't home for the past 3 days, packed myself full of activities...

Went to Estee's 21st Bday at Somerset Orchard Service Apartment, the place seems not bad, just that on a Fri nights, its a total headache to get through that place. After that headed on to downtown east to stay over with my darling, then she got to send me to work the next morning cuz my work place very difficult to get parking space and its very expensive too...

Came back to downtown after work to rest till evening then started the BBQ-ing, was being the BBQ man for most part of it, until its about time for me to leave for supperclub. Intended to get drunk, thus, i was being drove there again. The event was successful with many people attending, and its been so long since i enjoyed myself at clubs as i always got to control my drinking no matter what. But last night, i know i don't have to, so i just kept drinking.. Though i get the chance to go into the VIP room in supperclub, its kind of boring inside as it is only for all the ambassadors, so there isn't much people, but still i went over to mingle around for awhile. There is also juggling performance by the bartenders and i was almost gone by 1:30.. Sms my driver to come pick me up, and she sure is quite efficient as she reach quite on time. Hahah! I only know i talked nonsense throughout the whole journey, but i am still awake and can show her the way back to downtown. Now i know being ferried around is a damn good thing...

Also had a really really unexpected thing that happened on me too. And i think its really fated! Haiz!!! Don't wish to reveal it here. Anyone who wish to find out, just ask me personally, i will tell you all if i think i wanna let you know.. Hahah!

Checked out from downtown and headed back to JB tgth, then went for 'Bak Kut Teh' and its my turn to send darling back instead... I went home took a nap, then went to pick her up again for dinner le now i am back infront of my lappy. Gonna sleep after this post again le.

Gonna get back to work again tmr! Nights ppl! Will try not to doze off at work tmr then... Hahah!(:

10-12-09

Finally, i have officially started work, 1st 2 days is too much slacking... So much so that i could even fall asleep on my table.. Wahahah!:P Still can FB, call alot of people to chat blah blah blah!! Hahah! Though its sound slacking, but the worst part is that everyone in the office don't seems to interact during working time, only while lunch time and after work then they will mingle with each other... Thats the super boring part in it... Lucky my editor was good, and we kind of able to hit off well. Good good!!(:

Feeling quite like hearted alr now.. I don't know why you told me about all those thing, i really don't feel a single bit of anger, but i am disappointed though that i know there are still many things that you kept from me. And i have known most of it by now... Seriously, there is nothing that can be hidden for long, especially like i told you before, from me... But anyway, its no longer that important anymore since everything is the past. I still do treat you as a friend, its only a matter of whether you still wanna keep in touch as a friend. If you choose not to, then i will wish you all the best from here on..(:

My new chapter starts here once again. Everything is different again now. No more 20km travelling from checkpoint. Hahah! Its much nearer now. Initially, i've learn up the song "I'm Yours" intending to sing to her, but now, i guess i should sing it to you is it? Wahahah!(: But its still not totally mastered yet ah, wait till i can sing it smoothly 1st then i will do it. Hehex!!!

"whosgoing.sg" is holding a party at supperclub this Saturday. And i am selected as one of the ambassador to be. Meaning i am running as a candidate to be. Final result will be only let known after the Saturday event... I'm inviting everyone who wish to join in the fun and support me please drop me your name maybe on my mobile if you have or tag yourself in my tagbox... Thanks!

SY: I would like to invite you to join us, at least for the last time if you don't mind.. Bring Jun along, maybe the rest as well. Lets all party for the last time together at least... But if you really don't want then thats alright too.

But people, come join me, it would be cool, i am trying to get myself drunk on that night... Watch me ya!! Wahahah!(:

Okay! Thats about it for this particular post... Yeah!!(: Tata!!

08-12-09

We've talked, i've heard whatever she want to say. But, let me tell you this, things within me will still be the same. Your decision is the one that will make the difference now.

Alright, i maybe flirting myself with death. Or should i not say flirting, instead, running faster towards the 'gate of hades'. I don't know how much longer do i have, but i maybe just trying to make the possibility of it happening faster.

I broke my own record again this morning while i was coming back JB from Pasir Ris.

1) Pasir Ris - Woodlands Checkpt Passport counter (11mins+), previously was outside of the checkpt (14mins+)

2) JB checkpt to my estate guard house (8mins+), previously (9mins+)

3) Pasir Ris to my estate guard house (26mins+), previously (32mins+)

I think this should be the best that i can go already. Till maybe a better opportunity comes.

Oh, did i mentioned that while going in to Singapore last night, i was fucking blocked by 'JPJ' right after passport clearance at JB checkpt? Alright, let me define 'JPJ' 1st. They are people like the LTA of Singapore. And you might think that Malaysia you really can run away with lots of thing with money, but sadly to say, 'JPJ' are what all Malaysians known them as people who don't receive bribe. And yes, i was caught all because of car modding once again. Was caught like twice a week nowadays. Once by TP, the other by 'JPJ'.. But hell, i was so damn bloody lucky that i managed to convince the head of the team last night to accept my bribe. I don't know how i really did it, but eventually i gave it to him and he even told me if next time he sees me going through any blocks, he will let me go. But of course the bribe ytd don't come in the normal small amount laa. Hopefully he does, if not i would not be so lucky and will receive the letter to ask me go check my car, and i will have to remove everything that is against the law before i could sent my car in.

Signing off everyone... Till then, farewell!

07-12-09

Alright, was very tired last night, that's why i felt lazy to blog about anything.. And also not really in the mood too bahx...

First thing i would like to say, i hope you get well soon...

Right, was worn out as i has only slept 3hrs after singing k with my friends on friday night. After that, was busy like most of the time. Saturday went to do the servicing of my car and also rotating of the tires, that has alr taken up almost half of my day. Then only i rmb my friend told me there will be a drift competition which will be happening on Sunday, which was ytd.. And the qualifying stage is on Saturday. So after the servicing of my car, i went down to the venue to join them. As it was raining before the qualifier, my friend over-drift all the time, and ended up his car turning around 360-degree. And i got to say that JB top drifter really does live up to his name, he is by far most the best to be able to drift pass through all points smoothly, and with the best speed. I guess he is just daring enough to do it. But still, i can tell there is a few drivers that will be sniffing up to his title too. Hahah!

Like i said, i wanted to go Sg initially, but she told me she doesn't wanna watch movie as she wasn't feeling well, thus i drop the idea of going in and was there all the time to brush up drifting skills. Drifting can sometimes bring away unpleasant emotion and also keeps your mind occupied on dwelling on other things. Because you would need all the concentration to maneuver the steering wheel.

After everything, i went home shower up, then my friend jio-ed me for Mahjong, i agreed to it since i could not sleep and i thgt it was just awhile then someone will be able to take over me as i don't really know how to play well. In the end i was trick as Mr. Ng J.C. did not come, then i got to play all the way till morning. But luckily i lost only alittle. Went breakfast with them and i am off back to the racing ground.

Not much car when we arrive, thus, i tried it out with my car. Conclusion, my car suck at drift, but will be more suitable for circuit race. Hahah! Had my piece of fun at drifting using my friend car, though i cannot be compared to any of the drivers there, but it is really fun man.

Left before the entire race was over as i need to rush to Sg meet someone in woodlands then go to the salon to get my pay. But in the end, it ended up that i did not get my pay as YL was at the office, and she wasn't feeling very well and need to go home 1st....

Sent her home as she is feeling very sick then off i went back to JB.

Left out some parts of my Sunday as i don't feel like bringing it up.

Sayonara!

05-12-09

went k session with the clique again till about 4 this morning. been listening to my mum nag all morning. she goes like blah, blah, blah... into my ears. hahahah!

don't know if i would go out singapore later on, if i do, that would be with a purpose. hopefully that girl will accompany me go watch movie at night. but it seems that i msg her till now still no reply, means the salon is very busy as usual on a Saturday.

might have dinner with some old friends, then hope for her mood to come then can go for a show with her, if not then i lan lan will got to go back home face the wall myself...

don't really know what to post laa, not really in the mood to do so recently. talking craps all the way.

bye!

04-12-09

Been stuck at home the whole day... Feeling so damn bored... Online world is getting boring.. FB is quieting down... What else can i do?

Days w/o you passes so slowly, time seems to stop there.. When will be the day? When huh??... Will there be that one day that i hope for?? Really don't know, but i will still hold on to that hope... Perhaps the sometimes its good to be self deceiving..

03-12-09

Fuck man!!! Today just isn't the day for me.. My old injury is back again. I hurt my fucking damn left wrist again, and the pain is just fuck up! Fuck this fucking hand man! Fuck it!

Feeling vulgar today, so if any of you read this post already not happy, then fuck it, i don't really fuck care either. Just not in the mood today.

Really dwelling into lots of things. Every puzzle just make me think about it and dwell over it. Feeling rather sad and disappointed.

Bye!

02-12-09

I wish i can read ppl minds, then i will know what you're thinking. My confidence has gone down, but i will still try my best, i will give it my best shot to turn things around. Though i am not really sure how i am going to do it, and don't know if i can do it, but i will just throw all i have to try my best... Of course i hope thing will turn out the way i want and the way you 'hope'...

Lots of thinking running through me, lots of feelings and emotions too.

Don't know what else to say here le. Nights ppl.

Love is hard & will always be,
But rmb, there is always somebody out there that will love you faithfully,
That is ME!!!