Finally, i have officially started work, 1st 2 days is too much slacking... So much so that i could even fall asleep on my table.. Wahahah!:P Still can FB, call alot of people to chat blah blah blah!! Hahah! Though its sound slacking, but the worst part is that everyone in the office don't seems to interact during working time, only while lunch time and after work then they will mingle with each other... Thats the super boring part in it... Lucky my editor was good, and we kind of able to hit off well. Good good!!(:
Feeling quite like hearted alr now.. I don't know why you told me about all those thing, i really don't feel a single bit of anger, but i am disappointed though that i know there are still many things that you kept from me. And i have known most of it by now... Seriously, there is nothing that can be hidden for long, especially like i told you before, from me... But anyway, its no longer that important anymore since everything is the past. I still do treat you as a friend, its only a matter of whether you still wanna keep in touch as a friend. If you choose not to, then i will wish you all the best from here on..(:
My new chapter starts here once again. Everything is different again now. No more 20km travelling from checkpoint. Hahah! Its much nearer now. Initially, i've learn up the song "I'm Yours" intending to sing to her, but now, i guess i should sing it to you is it? Wahahah!(: But its still not totally mastered yet ah, wait till i can sing it smoothly 1st then i will do it. Hehex!!!
"whosgoing.sg" is holding a party at supperclub this Saturday. And i am selected as one of the ambassador to be. Meaning i am running as a candidate to be. Final result will be only let known after the Saturday event... I'm inviting everyone who wish to join in the fun and support me please drop me your name maybe on my mobile if you have or tag yourself in my tagbox... Thanks!
SY: I would like to invite you to join us, at least for the last time if you don't mind.. Bring Jun along, maybe the rest as well. Lets all party for the last time together at least... But if you really don't want then thats alright too.
But people, come join me, it would be cool, i am trying to get myself drunk on that night... Watch me ya!! Wahahah!(:
Okay! Thats about it for this particular post... Yeah!!(: Tata!!
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
08-12-09
We've talked, i've heard whatever she want to say. But, let me tell you this, things within me will still be the same. Your decision is the one that will make the difference now.
Alright, i maybe flirting myself with death. Or should i not say flirting, instead, running faster towards the 'gate of hades'. I don't know how much longer do i have, but i maybe just trying to make the possibility of it happening faster.
I broke my own record again this morning while i was coming back JB from Pasir Ris.
1) Pasir Ris - Woodlands Checkpt Passport counter (11mins+), previously was outside of the checkpt (14mins+)
2) JB checkpt to my estate guard house (8mins+), previously (9mins+)
3) Pasir Ris to my estate guard house (26mins+), previously (32mins+)
I think this should be the best that i can go already. Till maybe a better opportunity comes.
Oh, did i mentioned that while going in to Singapore last night, i was fucking blocked by 'JPJ' right after passport clearance at JB checkpt? Alright, let me define 'JPJ' 1st. They are people like the LTA of Singapore. And you might think that Malaysia you really can run away with lots of thing with money, but sadly to say, 'JPJ' are what all Malaysians known them as people who don't receive bribe. And yes, i was caught all because of car modding once again. Was caught like twice a week nowadays. Once by TP, the other by 'JPJ'.. But hell, i was so damn bloody lucky that i managed to convince the head of the team last night to accept my bribe. I don't know how i really did it, but eventually i gave it to him and he even told me if next time he sees me going through any blocks, he will let me go. But of course the bribe ytd don't come in the normal small amount laa. Hopefully he does, if not i would not be so lucky and will receive the letter to ask me go check my car, and i will have to remove everything that is against the law before i could sent my car in.
Signing off everyone... Till then, farewell!
Alright, i maybe flirting myself with death. Or should i not say flirting, instead, running faster towards the 'gate of hades'. I don't know how much longer do i have, but i maybe just trying to make the possibility of it happening faster.
I broke my own record again this morning while i was coming back JB from Pasir Ris.
1) Pasir Ris - Woodlands Checkpt Passport counter (11mins+), previously was outside of the checkpt (14mins+)
2) JB checkpt to my estate guard house (8mins+), previously (9mins+)
3) Pasir Ris to my estate guard house (26mins+), previously (32mins+)
I think this should be the best that i can go already. Till maybe a better opportunity comes.
Oh, did i mentioned that while going in to Singapore last night, i was fucking blocked by 'JPJ' right after passport clearance at JB checkpt? Alright, let me define 'JPJ' 1st. They are people like the LTA of Singapore. And you might think that Malaysia you really can run away with lots of thing with money, but sadly to say, 'JPJ' are what all Malaysians known them as people who don't receive bribe. And yes, i was caught all because of car modding once again. Was caught like twice a week nowadays. Once by TP, the other by 'JPJ'.. But hell, i was so damn bloody lucky that i managed to convince the head of the team last night to accept my bribe. I don't know how i really did it, but eventually i gave it to him and he even told me if next time he sees me going through any blocks, he will let me go. But of course the bribe ytd don't come in the normal small amount laa. Hopefully he does, if not i would not be so lucky and will receive the letter to ask me go check my car, and i will have to remove everything that is against the law before i could sent my car in.
Signing off everyone... Till then, farewell!
Monday, December 7, 2009
07-12-09
Alright, was very tired last night, that's why i felt lazy to blog about anything.. And also not really in the mood too bahx...
First thing i would like to say, i hope you get well soon...
Right, was worn out as i has only slept 3hrs after singing k with my friends on friday night. After that, was busy like most of the time. Saturday went to do the servicing of my car and also rotating of the tires, that has alr taken up almost half of my day. Then only i rmb my friend told me there will be a drift competition which will be happening on Sunday, which was ytd.. And the qualifying stage is on Saturday. So after the servicing of my car, i went down to the venue to join them. As it was raining before the qualifier, my friend over-drift all the time, and ended up his car turning around 360-degree. And i got to say that JB top drifter really does live up to his name, he is by far most the best to be able to drift pass through all points smoothly, and with the best speed. I guess he is just daring enough to do it. But still, i can tell there is a few drivers that will be sniffing up to his title too. Hahah!
Like i said, i wanted to go Sg initially, but she told me she doesn't wanna watch movie as she wasn't feeling well, thus i drop the idea of going in and was there all the time to brush up drifting skills. Drifting can sometimes bring away unpleasant emotion and also keeps your mind occupied on dwelling on other things. Because you would need all the concentration to maneuver the steering wheel.
After everything, i went home shower up, then my friend jio-ed me for Mahjong, i agreed to it since i could not sleep and i thgt it was just awhile then someone will be able to take over me as i don't really know how to play well. In the end i was trick as Mr. Ng J.C. did not come, then i got to play all the way till morning. But luckily i lost only alittle. Went breakfast with them and i am off back to the racing ground.
Not much car when we arrive, thus, i tried it out with my car. Conclusion, my car suck at drift, but will be more suitable for circuit race. Hahah! Had my piece of fun at drifting using my friend car, though i cannot be compared to any of the drivers there, but it is really fun man.
Left before the entire race was over as i need to rush to Sg meet someone in woodlands then go to the salon to get my pay. But in the end, it ended up that i did not get my pay as YL was at the office, and she wasn't feeling very well and need to go home 1st....
Sent her home as she is feeling very sick then off i went back to JB.
Left out some parts of my Sunday as i don't feel like bringing it up.
Sayonara!
First thing i would like to say, i hope you get well soon...
Right, was worn out as i has only slept 3hrs after singing k with my friends on friday night. After that, was busy like most of the time. Saturday went to do the servicing of my car and also rotating of the tires, that has alr taken up almost half of my day. Then only i rmb my friend told me there will be a drift competition which will be happening on Sunday, which was ytd.. And the qualifying stage is on Saturday. So after the servicing of my car, i went down to the venue to join them. As it was raining before the qualifier, my friend over-drift all the time, and ended up his car turning around 360-degree. And i got to say that JB top drifter really does live up to his name, he is by far most the best to be able to drift pass through all points smoothly, and with the best speed. I guess he is just daring enough to do it. But still, i can tell there is a few drivers that will be sniffing up to his title too. Hahah!
Like i said, i wanted to go Sg initially, but she told me she doesn't wanna watch movie as she wasn't feeling well, thus i drop the idea of going in and was there all the time to brush up drifting skills. Drifting can sometimes bring away unpleasant emotion and also keeps your mind occupied on dwelling on other things. Because you would need all the concentration to maneuver the steering wheel.
After everything, i went home shower up, then my friend jio-ed me for Mahjong, i agreed to it since i could not sleep and i thgt it was just awhile then someone will be able to take over me as i don't really know how to play well. In the end i was trick as Mr. Ng J.C. did not come, then i got to play all the way till morning. But luckily i lost only alittle. Went breakfast with them and i am off back to the racing ground.
Not much car when we arrive, thus, i tried it out with my car. Conclusion, my car suck at drift, but will be more suitable for circuit race. Hahah! Had my piece of fun at drifting using my friend car, though i cannot be compared to any of the drivers there, but it is really fun man.
Left before the entire race was over as i need to rush to Sg meet someone in woodlands then go to the salon to get my pay. But in the end, it ended up that i did not get my pay as YL was at the office, and she wasn't feeling very well and need to go home 1st....
Sent her home as she is feeling very sick then off i went back to JB.
Left out some parts of my Sunday as i don't feel like bringing it up.
Sayonara!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
05-12-09
went k session with the clique again till about 4 this morning. been listening to my mum nag all morning. she goes like blah, blah, blah... into my ears. hahahah!
don't know if i would go out singapore later on, if i do, that would be with a purpose. hopefully that girl will accompany me go watch movie at night. but it seems that i msg her till now still no reply, means the salon is very busy as usual on a Saturday.
might have dinner with some old friends, then hope for her mood to come then can go for a show with her, if not then i lan lan will got to go back home face the wall myself...
don't really know what to post laa, not really in the mood to do so recently. talking craps all the way.
bye!
don't know if i would go out singapore later on, if i do, that would be with a purpose. hopefully that girl will accompany me go watch movie at night. but it seems that i msg her till now still no reply, means the salon is very busy as usual on a Saturday.
might have dinner with some old friends, then hope for her mood to come then can go for a show with her, if not then i lan lan will got to go back home face the wall myself...
don't really know what to post laa, not really in the mood to do so recently. talking craps all the way.
bye!
Friday, December 4, 2009
04-12-09
Been stuck at home the whole day... Feeling so damn bored... Online world is getting boring.. FB is quieting down... What else can i do?
Days w/o you passes so slowly, time seems to stop there.. When will be the day? When huh??... Will there be that one day that i hope for?? Really don't know, but i will still hold on to that hope... Perhaps the sometimes its good to be self deceiving..
Days w/o you passes so slowly, time seems to stop there.. When will be the day? When huh??... Will there be that one day that i hope for?? Really don't know, but i will still hold on to that hope... Perhaps the sometimes its good to be self deceiving..
Thursday, December 3, 2009
03-12-09
Fuck man!!! Today just isn't the day for me.. My old injury is back again. I hurt my fucking damn left wrist again, and the pain is just fuck up! Fuck this fucking hand man! Fuck it!
Feeling vulgar today, so if any of you read this post already not happy, then fuck it, i don't really fuck care either. Just not in the mood today.
Really dwelling into lots of things. Every puzzle just make me think about it and dwell over it. Feeling rather sad and disappointed.
Bye!
Feeling vulgar today, so if any of you read this post already not happy, then fuck it, i don't really fuck care either. Just not in the mood today.
Really dwelling into lots of things. Every puzzle just make me think about it and dwell over it. Feeling rather sad and disappointed.
Bye!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
02-12-09
I wish i can read ppl minds, then i will know what you're thinking. My confidence has gone down, but i will still try my best, i will give it my best shot to turn things around. Though i am not really sure how i am going to do it, and don't know if i can do it, but i will just throw all i have to try my best... Of course i hope thing will turn out the way i want and the way you 'hope'...
Lots of thinking running through me, lots of feelings and emotions too.
Don't know what else to say here le. Nights ppl.
Lots of thinking running through me, lots of feelings and emotions too.
Don't know what else to say here le. Nights ppl.
Love is hard & will always be,
But rmb, there is always somebody out there that will love you faithfully,
That is ME!!!
But rmb, there is always somebody out there that will love you faithfully,
That is ME!!!
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